this winter, my shell cracked
upon long waves of war sounds
that drown me in notes
I once hit with a wink
and a flick of my hair
~
every inch of bravery folded into clouds
~
razor cut the edge of a moment
flood me with fading laughter,
if sunsets ever follow
in the underbelly of a tear
along the bloody streets of now.
~
I am a shadow of my brave self
embracing a storm of echoes
as I leave my forced smiles behind
~
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